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Sunday, March 31, 2013

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True Lies: I have long searched for words that would describe the feeling of incredible beauty and depth of Buddhist art that continues to amaze me. When I saw the movie American Beauty by Sam Mendes there, at the very end, it is said something that accurately describes this feeling: I guess I could be pretty pissed off about what happened to me... but it's hard to stay mad, when there's so much beauty in the world. Sometimes I feel like I'm seeing it all at once, and it's too much, my heart fills up like a balloon that's about to burst...and then I remember to relax, and stop trying to hold on to it, and then it flows through me like rain and I can't feel anything but gratitude for every single moment of my stupid little life... (amused) You have no idea what I'm talking about, I'm sure. But don't worry...You will someday.